Well there are many causes for losing patience but in my case, it was because:
- Attitude -
- Fatigue -
- Stress -
First VER pissed me off by saying he wouldn't help me learn, which is his job so I found that ridiculous so I said, to loud, even though I shouldn't have said it, "And they call him a teacher." And of course, he heard me. Aim for the bird and you'll miss, but throw an axe at it just for fun and you'll hit it. Just my luck. So he gave the class a little speech and I went to apologize to him after. This was just after getting a 70% on a physics test...
Then when I got home, my dad... when I was doing my weight training, he tells me to bring my music down because my sister has something delicate to listen to. I just went ape. Hit the bench many times! I have the priority.. why is it always me bending to my sister's ways... frick. It put so much anger in my weight that sometimes I couldn't even feel my arms.. but the music, well what you could hear of it, soothed my anger away, just like Cédric told me it did.
Weird thing is, I had this conversation with Cédric yesterday about controlling my emotions and not showing them and I was the one telling him that... I guess I need reminding too..
Mada mada dane.
- Attitude -
- Fatigue -
- Stress -
First VER pissed me off by saying he wouldn't help me learn, which is his job so I found that ridiculous so I said, to loud, even though I shouldn't have said it, "And they call him a teacher." And of course, he heard me. Aim for the bird and you'll miss, but throw an axe at it just for fun and you'll hit it. Just my luck. So he gave the class a little speech and I went to apologize to him after. This was just after getting a 70% on a physics test...
Then when I got home, my dad... when I was doing my weight training, he tells me to bring my music down because my sister has something delicate to listen to. I just went ape. Hit the bench many times! I have the priority.. why is it always me bending to my sister's ways... frick. It put so much anger in my weight that sometimes I couldn't even feel my arms.. but the music, well what you could hear of it, soothed my anger away, just like Cédric told me it did.
Weird thing is, I had this conversation with Cédric yesterday about controlling my emotions and not showing them and I was the one telling him that... I guess I need reminding too..
Mada mada dane.
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